Editor’s Note: Robert Cameron Redus, a 23-year-old senior honors student at the University of the Incarnate Word was fatally shot by a campus police officer outside his off-campus apartment on Dec. 6, 2013. A Bexar County grand jury issued a no bill, or a decision not to pursue criminal charges, against the now-former University of the Incarnate Word police officer Christopher Carter in March. The Redus Family awaits word on a wrongful death lawsuit filed by his family against UIW and the police officer. Read more about Cameron’s life, death, and the aftermath here.
Below is a commentary written by Jonathan Guajardo, a friend of Cameron’s who was the UIW Student Body president at the time of the shooting.
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A lot can change in two years, but a lot can stay the same.
It’s been two years since a campus police officer gunned down my friend, Cameron. It’s been two years since I lost faith in my alma mater, the University of the Incarnate Word. It’s been two years, and Cameron’s parents, family, and friends have yet to receive any closure.
Many of the UIW students closest to Cameron graduated this year. Although still mourning the loss of a friend, we tried our best to move on. As a college campus, UIW is accustomed to seeing students come and go, taking with them fond memories of their college days. However, for those of us who knew Cameron, whatever memories we made before the shooting were soon replaced with flashbacks of frigid December tears and nights spent standing in the cold holding candles, passing out green ribbons, and challenging our university’s choices.
As the second anniversary of the shooting approaches, most of Cameron’s tightknit group of friends have graduated and moved on to successful careers. However, this issue remains relevant to us and we still find the time to gather in Cameron’s memory and stand with the Redus Family to remember our friend whose life was cut short due to an underqualified campus officer’s actions.

This Sunday evening at 6:30 p.m., we will gather once again to remember, to share, and to pray. As we surround the Cameron Redus memorial tree on the UIW campus, we will remember Cam. We will remember him as a dreamer, an explorer, and an idealist. We will remember him as someone who wanted to see his friends and family succeed and the university that he loved, grow, adapt, and advance.
Earlier on Sunday, a Catholic mass will be held in Cameron’s honor at 10:30 a.m. in Our Lady’s Chapel in the UIW Administration Building. Click here for details on both events.
Despite the best efforts of UIW students to garner change since his death, the university continually dismissed recommendations and pleas for institutional improvements to campus police policy. Soon, a rift developed between the students and the administration? a rift which became evident on the evening of Tuesday, Oct. 27, when the UIW campus was twice placed on lockdown. Frightened students and faculty were told to stay indoors following reports of a man wandering the campus carrying a rifle.

That night, the university propelled itself into a state of frenzy when UIW police, the university, and civil authorities released conflicting statements regarding the status of the campus and whether or not they ordered a “lockdown.” The university’s official statement placed most of the blame for the communications breakdown on the students and their usage of social media. They stated that the university “was never in a lockdown situation.” They brazenly made these claims despite having released two “Rave Alerts” to the student body earlier in the day which specifically read that the UIW campus was “on lockdown” and later issuing a second alert announcing the lifting of the lockdown using the verbiage: “the campus lockdown has been lifted.”
Once again, UIW chose to cling to its policy of blaming the students first and this time, despite the university’s best efforts, the institution’s communication issues became evident to the public. On Twitter, the hashtag #UIW was inundated with tweets from concerned students, alumni, parents, and citizens all wondering, “How can all these incidents keep happening at this Catholic university in San Antonio?”
On Oct. 27, the students again witnessed an administration out of control. UIW’s new police chief, as well as the university’s administration simply couldn’t handle the situation. Two years and nothing has changed.
I challenge anyone concerned about the future of our nation’s universities to come to our vigil, to write to UIW, and to call the administration and demand change. Furthermore, I challenge UIW graduates and current students to continue to remind the student body, former students, and the nation that one student’s life does matter. Because sometimes nothing changes in two years – sometimes everything can.
*Top image: Valerie and Mickey Redus (center) bow their heads in tearful prayer during a candlelight vigil on the anniversary of Cameron Redus’ death in 2014. Photo by Scott Ball.
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The death of Cameron Redus was and remains a monumental tragedy. The list of tangential tragedies include the failure of the District Attorney to obtain an indictment from the Grand Jury against Cpl. Chris Carter. DA’s in other cities/counties across the United States are going before Grand Juries and getting indictments. Chicago is the newest example.
This failure begs the question of whether or not San Antonio is vastly different from many other cities in the USA. How and why are we different?
Excellent article, Jonathon. Thank you for your service to your student body and your community.
Excellent article Jonathan.
I think it is important that this tragedy not be forgotten at UIW. Thanks for your article. One of the many things surrounding this issue I have found difficult to understand is the apparent silence of UIW’s president, Lou Agnese. This is an example of a time when a leader needs to be seen and heard. Maybe he has been too busy travelling abroad to pay attention to the day to day operations of the university?
Great message, and I couldn’t agree more. As an (unfortunate) graduate of UIW, I can say that none of these issues surprise me. It’s been 6 years since I was a student on campus, but even back then there was this constant feeling that this university was in over it’s head – you’d be amazed how many times I had that very discussion with fellow students and even some faculty . I’m grateful that none on these incidents occurred while I was attending school there, but feel fairly certain that if anything did happen, the university would have handled it in a very “JV” manner. I’m grateful to be the first person in my family to obtain a college degree, but I have no sense of pride in the university name on the top of that piece of paper. It’s incidents like these that continue to make me feel that way. My heart is still broken for the Redus’ family and friends and hope they can find peace in other avenues. Hopefully with enough opposition, the administration will finally have to make some tough decisions to ensure the safety of their students.
As a former student who graduated with a bachelor’s degree I throw my support to UIW in this unfortunate tragedy
I am relieved that UIW unanimously voted to opt-out of Campus Carry. I firmly believe Campus Carry only invites more trouble.
While the administration is laser-focused on expansion, we are seeing areas that are not keeping up. Looser admission standards, terrible coordination and an uptick of bad press. None of this would have happened, if UIW were still an all-women’s college. Growth is good, but you cannot grow to quickly without considering all of the implications.
I agree with you about the obsession towards growth and need to do so with much consideration of the impacts. I suspect the growth obsession is primarily one man’s obsession towards building a legacy for himself.